Give yourself grace enough, and time to understand the interchangeable nature of these two entities. Acceptance that no one moment, or many strung together, is merely black and white. A necessary reflection.
The first…The Nothing. Seems larger than you could ever have imagined it would. How on earth will you survive that stretch. The stretch of emptiness. The one that holds hours, then months, possibly years, of Nothing. Surely, it feels like Everything. And will continue to.
The Everything. Those periods where life uncontrolled presses down. With a force you could never withstand. If given a choice. When you weren’t given a choice. How on earth will you make it through this. Then the next. And the next. Till they pass. And you stand. To Nothing.
Where Everything at Once and Nothing at All quietly fold into one another. This is Life.