It’s conference week…like most things in my life, I’m terrified but excited for the challenge at the same time. Even though I’ve had to *go* to them every year as a parent, it’s been approximately 201 years since I’ve had to hold my own conferences. So, this year is different. Continue reading “Demons and Dealing”
It isn’t the time. It isn’t the level. It isn’t the empty space. I’ve realized, finally, the measure of the breaking of a heart is proportional to the amount of silence you suffer through. That crushes even the matters of time and loss. Depth. Level. And that’s the correlation. The stillness supercedes all else as the cause for any pain. Ever. Nothing regenerates in a vacuum. Nothing repairs. It sits. Until it dissolves into something less noticeable. Less intrusive. That is the best outcome to hope for. And you look ahead to that. Patience. There is no way to categorize something such as this. Patience.
These things come and go. I’ve been left to deal and that’s okay. It’s been so long at this point that it feels natural, and accepting certain disappointments as part of who I am now has been more beneficial than I could have known back then. Continue reading “Forever and Never”
Stick together out there, friends. Remain kind and support one another…you are not alone. Hope everyone is having a great weekend 😊
I’ve been thinking again. So, fair warning. More Man/Woman introspection coming. I’m going to tell some WordPress stories… Continue reading ““Why don’t I just wear a sign that says, ‘Too Ugly To Live’!?””