I think I was feeling sentimental this morning as I was throwing things together to get out of town for a few days. I tend to do these things on a whim which I’ve never really looked to change. It’s part of me, and at this point, my kids kind of half expect it when they see me going through something.
October 18, 2016
Humans are a difficult breed. Complex. Irrational. Immoral. Selfish. Bruised. That doesn’t even begin to cover the surface problems with us. The outward projections that those around us might see. And it says nothing of the internal chaos waiting in our brains. Our blood. And our chemical makeup. Just waiting to pop.
I haven’t been sleeping very well this week, and it’s led to a lot of other trials for me. Along with migraines and not remembering to eat. Oh yeah, that. Baby steps. And sorting through an awful lot right now.
This past few weeks I’ve been trying to take my mind down a few notches, and get myself mentally prepared for the upcoming class schedule, new year. New people. Challenges. Changes. Healing from past obstacles. Readying myself for new ones. Sorting through love, loss and friendship. The vibration of a full house again finally. All of it. Continue reading “Resting my Mind”
…Time to say goodbye to this place until next year. Headed home in the morning. Feeling heavy hearted as hell but grateful for some quiet time to think.
Now, to figure out a way to get through the week…